Pain

We had PE on Monday. Cikgu Razman was being mean--VERY VERY mean. Definitely some warm ups before doing any activities, he actually made us do the "duck-walking" activity. And it was corny. To see everyone walk like a duck, I laughed my heart out! He, who caught me laughing like a crazy person made me do it twice. TWICE i tell you!

Then, when everyone was ready and active-HYPERactive, we played volleyball. Totally fun and Nina was doing what she do best, cracking jokes. We were playing and laughing at the same time. Everyone was sweating like a pig. Trust me, you wouldn't wanna be near any of us :D :D Lol

Tuesday came when i woke up with a sudden pain. My legs were numb and i could barely walk. I was walking like an old nanny who could really use a stick! I went down the stairs, slowly. I bet i was slower than the tortoise. Oh, spare me!

Reached school, friends were laughing at me for walking like and idiot. Doi~ it wasnt my fault! I blame Cikgu Razman for that! Ergh.

I'm blogging this now, and blimey, my legs and joints are in total PAIN! PAIN! I really need a massage...

xoxo, hana

I'M SO DONE

hey whore, i'm done with your fucked up attitude. i know you really want to annoy and irritate us, well congratulations! It's working! Yea u! Hooray. Go celebrate whores! Go go go!

celebrate it by getting drunk! i soo know u. 3 words, GET. A . LIFE

good day :D

i enjoy hating u and i got nothing to lose!

okay. what's their deal anyway?

"oppsss,hahahah..kan dah kenak serang...tok lm abis gk drama tok..hahah,nunggu ketua geng nya gk..hahahah. btw,bak kata aiman tek,bapa kali dah nait vios ngan estima,xnya nak bisingg,hahahah..jaik ati ku..hahahah.. :)) kancell reeey jwk nyaman man hoooo"

drama? euw. and what? ketua geng? ahaha. friends don't have "ketua geng". and we are on the same level. and since when mek org bangga nait vios kah? pfft hell no. biasa jak :D we're friends, and we're happy and we think about our FUTURE! not only guys, i mean, NO GUYS. whatsoever, think about this matter urself. find a way u can get out! so u can have a life! cos none of us even care. TTFN.

Girlfriends ♥

Noor Salhazrina
Nur Haifizah
Dayang Nur Amira
Hazwani
Siti Munirah

They made my day! :) I was enjoying myself during our day out. We took loads of photos. And we haven't seen each other for ages. Especially Erin! Oh darling, miss u like hell! :) We'll keep on doing what we're doing. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!

xoxo

you, you and you

Save your craps to someone who's stupid. Just like you :) It's not worth my time. You're an eyesore my dear. Don't u know that? LOL

Love actually

Have u ever felt when you love that certain someone and he/she doesnt know about it? And they say we're pretending? I know~ It hurts. A. Lot! Heck.
Was chatting with my darling, Nadia. She saved me. Saved me from that shocking dilemma. But the pain is still there. Still so fresh. being a teenager is hard. Everyone knows that. It's where love comes, fun, friends. Everything.

Depressed.

I hate it! Its happened to me twice now. Like i said, maybe my luck isn't a luck after all. I remember, there's this girl told me, if he is yours, he will be yours. just stay put and be patience. I kept that mind till today.

I'll keep on smiling like nothing's happened. But... I can't go on like nothing's wrong.

I was here, xx

An Apology

Questions flew
And words were hurled into the air
And when the smoke had cleared
I saw you lying there
I used my words like bullets in a gun
To pick your ego off like skeet flung

In the gallery of fools

Too many words come from my mouth
I wish would remain unsaid
Oh I've had to eat them all
and now I must confess

It was a silly thing to say to you
It was a silly thing to say to you I know

We know

I can't smile without you

No one else can heal my pain.

I could feel my tears threatening me. I blink hard, trying to hold them off. But i couldn't. It started to flow through my cheeks. I was mad. And at the same time, I'm really sad. There's no one I could talk to. NO ONE. No one will understand this miserable situation. It was complicated. And this is what i call COMPLICATED. Life has not been treating me better. It's worsen my day. I thought i was happier then. Surprisingly, NOT.

The song.
The words.
The voice.

It's in my head. Stucked. There's no possible ways I could forget it. I listen to it like every single minute. I feel lonely without the sound of it. I fell in love with the song. Because of the heart-melting voice. And those words, it's just impossible. I'm sorry but I couldn't get rid of u. I need you. I love u. And as a friend, do me a favour:Don't ditch your other friends or treat them like u treated me. It hurts. i don't know why it has always happened to me. I couldn't say it's karma cos as far as i'm concern, i never treat people this way before. Maybe it's just not my luck. Maybe my luck isnt a luck after all.

I'll cheer myself up. One day, or maybe not. It takes time to heal my pain. Just like healing the wounds or waiting fo a scar to fade. It takes time. TIME. But i don't need time. I need my friend.