I can't smile without you

No one else can heal my pain.

I could feel my tears threatening me. I blink hard, trying to hold them off. But i couldn't. It started to flow through my cheeks. I was mad. And at the same time, I'm really sad. There's no one I could talk to. NO ONE. No one will understand this miserable situation. It was complicated. And this is what i call COMPLICATED. Life has not been treating me better. It's worsen my day. I thought i was happier then. Surprisingly, NOT.

The song.
The words.
The voice.

It's in my head. Stucked. There's no possible ways I could forget it. I listen to it like every single minute. I feel lonely without the sound of it. I fell in love with the song. Because of the heart-melting voice. And those words, it's just impossible. I'm sorry but I couldn't get rid of u. I need you. I love u. And as a friend, do me a favour:Don't ditch your other friends or treat them like u treated me. It hurts. i don't know why it has always happened to me. I couldn't say it's karma cos as far as i'm concern, i never treat people this way before. Maybe it's just not my luck. Maybe my luck isnt a luck after all.

I'll cheer myself up. One day, or maybe not. It takes time to heal my pain. Just like healing the wounds or waiting fo a scar to fade. It takes time. TIME. But i don't need time. I need my friend.